The Spirit--No Greater Gift by Kilian McDonnell, OSB |
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When God declares his presence
"Behold, I am here," it is in response to our desire to seek, to
possess, and to be possessed by him.
With all the glory of his majesty and riches of his divinity he comes to
be our guest. He is a very special guest and can only be received in a
very special way. He is a guest who came almost uninvited; in fact, when
we decided to invite him we found that he had already arrived.
In return for the invitation he received he gives us an invitation; and "what can be sweeter than the voice of the Lord inviting us" to fill our hearts with the riches of his treasures. But the invitation has conditions attached to it. We must be consumed with a hunger for divine things. If our hearts have feasted on "fleeting, earthly, perishable things" they will not take delight in these divine gifts; indeed, divine things will be insipid and distasteful. Another condition is that we be child-like. All the docility of a child in its father's arms, all its trust and confidence are necessary if we are to accept our Lord's invitation. Then, too, this divine Guest speaks and acts with all the power and force of the infinite God. Yet so soft is his voice, so gentle are his ways and almost imperceptible his touches that he can only be heard and understood in the loving and attentive silence of the soul. However, we must not make the mistake of thinking of this silence as being purely passive and inactive. It is not a silence that lets the Holy Spirit do all the work. Rather, it is an eager, receptive, and active silence in which the soul adorns itself as best it can, goes to meet the Holy Spirit, and welcomes him, giving him complete dominion. Then while still contributing its best cooperating efforts, the soul lets the Holy Spirit accomplish what was impossible to the soul alone. There is no beginning of perfection made without the Holy Spirit; no effort can be made toward perfection, not even a desire for perfection stirred in the heart, without the Holy Spirit. t he invitation is not merely one to a banquet of joys. God has sought us that he might work in our souls and form us to the likeness of himself. Though his touches are always loving, there are times when they cause pain, for there are many things in our make-up and character which are very much not in accord with the likeness of God. Even though the pain may be constant, it should not disturb us, nor should it turn our gaze from God. Pain, which comes from God, should be one with our love of God, as God himself identifies his immeasurably great love for us with the pain he sends us. For a lover of God it is quite "natural" to be in great pain and yet be filled with an "unspeakable sweetness of love" (Pro.)."We have heard the conditions for dwelling" with God, and "if we fulfill these conditions" we will find that we have exchanged invitations with the Holy Spirit. He is our guest, we are his host. There is a mutual giving and receiving, a mutual indwelling. We live in him; live by his life, see by his sight, and love with his love. He dwells in us, sanctifying us at the very root of our being, drawing us far above ourselves, into the life and love of the Trinity, there to give glory to God. When we contrast the intimacy of our life in God with the love of distraction, which is so characteristic of our modern life, we see how much distraction is an obstacle to our growth in God. Distraction has been commercialized and streamlined to satisfy each and every possible novel whim. Sometimes we pay a high price for an evening of distraction. Not that recreation is unimportant. But if the whole of life, its end and very meaning, is defined and described in terms of play and distraction, then something is radically wrong. Recreation should be of such a kind that it does not impede the "recreation" of the soul in the image of God, it should be as noble, in its way, as the calling of man to divine life; it should relieve man of his tensions, but not make him forget God. Even at play man must "have the awe of God before his eyes". f or some of us, distraction has become a hobby. Our love for it has formed our thinking and mode of life to such an extent that silence is thought to be monotony and inactivity. We may not care for the music which the radio is playing, nor for the call of the tobacco auctioneer, but the noise of the radio or TV keeps us company. When they are off, the office or house seems empty and we feel uncomfortable.The life of union with God makes great demands upon us; demands that God does not hesitate to make because he does not cease to love us. Because his love for us is infinite and inexhaustible, his demands resemble those of a God jealous to possess our bodies and souls not by merely surrounding them with all a divinity can offer, but by penetrating to their interior where he sanctifies them by the power of the very substance of his godhead. We can live a mediocre kind of spiritual life, though not without danger, while we give ourselves to every distraction our modern way of life can offer. But sincerely to desire an intimate life in God and "to desire eternal life with all spiritual longing" (c. 4) necessarily means that the heart has ceased clinging to love of distraction. Often we lack the courage to root out the desire for novelty and noise because we are afraid that if we listen to the divine voice within us we will be led to give up everything but God; we are afraid that possessing only God, we will live a sad and despondent life; as if all happiness did not consist in possessing and being possessed by God. St. Benedict exclaims "what can be sweeter to us than this voice of the Lord" (Pro.). And why does it delight us? Because he who listens to it "has life everlasting" (John G:47).Condensed from Nothing But Christ by Kilian McDonnell © 1953 by St. Meinrad’s Abbey, Inc. Suggested reading: Christian Initiation and Baptism in the Holy Spirit by Kilian McDonnell & George Montague available at our on line book store |